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Heaven and Hell

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The mare lifted her feet, though her whole being protested. She was exhausted, but somehow found it in her to pick up a weary trot that was fueled by the hard adrenalin that was pounding through her. The past was flickering through her memories and her vision, she could hardly see where she was going, as she kept up the pace, somehow not dropping where she ran. She knew nothing of what was to come, only could think about all the pain she had suffered through before. They said the light abandoned her, but she had never thought so, until now, but now it was her abandoning the light. Her flagging legs worked her forward, even as she ever so slowing, was stumbling and falling. The light behind her and only the darkness ahead, she was scared. Foam covered her sweaty chest and staggering legs and froth worked at her mouth. Her eyes were big and wild, rolling in all of the turmoil. Finally, finally she stopped, dropping to the ground as her chest heaved. She couldn't see anything around her, but the overpowering blackness of hell. She had arrived. As she lifted her pounding head to glance behind her, the light was gone, leaving her all alone in the ebony wasteland.

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This is a piece I got the inspiration from browsing others' manips and seeing them putting stories to their manips, making it come more alive than just the pictures could, and I thought I'd give it a whirl.

Actually, this is describing me as well as the mare whose running away from heaven and into hell. I used to believe in heaven and God and everything, but I'm not so sure I do anymore. The science of it all is killing me. This is the first time I think I've fully admitted it to myself and I'm shaking right now. I don't know what's gotten over me lately. First the swearing and pervertedness, now this. But honestly, when I think about it... the Big Bang Theory sounds much more realistic for how Earth started than God creating it all. And just...everything. My mom will continue making me go to church whether she suspects anything or not, but confirmation in a few years will be difficult, because...I don't really believe anymore. I already know that I'm not going to go to church as an adult, so, what's the point? I'll never be able to voice my thoughts, though. Divine Creation...? I don't think so. My parents would...I don't know what they'd do. We're not really "good" Catholics, but my mom went to church every Sunday as a young girl and she's been trying to do the same for me and my sister. I'm in a predicament. And that's what birthed this manip.

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Thanks to the following for the stock:

Background: ~Sasa-Stock [link]
Horse: *venomxbaby [link]
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AnimeTrixMaster's avatar
then, we can be Atheist buddies for a while ^^
hey, if its any consolation, when Dave was little, he went to church every sunday, but now he doesn't. *shrug* he comes from a pretty religious family, too.